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Thread: I want to die
09-06-2013, 02:43 PM #1
I want to die
I'm tired, my brother and mother fight, my mom is stupid, All my friends are slowly disappearing, I don't see the point in life, since my brother id the only person in the world who keeps me going, but his mood is going, he wants homeschooling but my mother said it's basically quitting school, better than dropping out eh? My brother isn't in the mood. I'm fat, and I keep eating for no reason, and when I stop eating I starve myself for days. My older brother doesn't give a fuck about us. I don't care about my old fashioned relatives. I hate the people in this world, and I hate the animals in this world. School is a pointless waste of time from my dream job. I hate religion, I hate false hope. What's out purpose to live. I always wonder if I was ever planned, or I was an accident. Why are people so sadistic, why are people so dramatic? My family is broke. I'm thankful for the house and food. I hate food. Why are brains so fucking weird. Why are people being nice to me all the sudden. Why do people rape. Why do I have nightmares? Why do I pretend to be happy. Why do I pretend to care? Why do I care. Why am I typing this. I want to die, but why don't I want to die? I don't want to die? Why?
09-06-2013, 02:51 PM #2
kill yourself then....no balls
09-06-2013, 02:57 PM #3
I often wonder the same.
Things get better tho.
09-06-2013, 02:58 PM #4
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09-06-2013, 03:13 PM #5
Ok, listen. I'm not going to tell you there is something better out there or think about your family. No. I'm going to tell you this.
The world will kick you, it will punch you and it's not afraid to bite you! It will hit your sorry ass so hard that you will cry! Well bitch guess what! That's life! Nothing hits harder than life. it will keep hitting you until your down to your knees and keep you there if you let it!
Now what are you gonna do. Blame someone? Blame who?! There is no scapegoat. You can't blame a big shadow or you will be what everyone else in this god damn fucking world is. Don't become that.
Let me ask you something. Do you know what your worth? DO YOU! If you do go get what your worth!
If you don't. You wouldn't be in this world would you.
The world, is a mean, and fuck up place bitch. Most people get the easy life. While we have to eat off the crumbs. I would know. I pass through this. Hell was actually looking like a nice home, but then I crawled out of the ash and how I'm here. if i can, you can.
09-06-2013, 04:00 PM #6
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09-06-2013, 04:24 PM #7
Dr. Sniff Smellington
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I'm not condoning or encouraging suicide, but I think if you've put a lot of thought into it and you truly believe that death is the only option for you, then you should do. I think, though, that you should take into consideration how it might make others around you feel if you ended it, and think about what the future might hold in store for you if you don't end it.
09-06-2013, 04:27 PM #8
09-06-2013, 04:30 PM #9
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09-06-2013, 04:54 PM #10
Don't give him attention, that's the way he feeds. Besides, I wanna see how the world turns out. My op, was mainly about my thoughts, leaking them out. Notice now the member forum is called "STRESS RELIEVER". I'm relieving stress.
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