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    I'll make this short and quick. Off the top of my head these are the drugs I have tried, Cannabis, Wax, Lysergic Acid Diethylmide (LSD, and Diphenhydramine. Cannabis has caused me to get in a little trouble with the law which I do not regret because it opened my eyes back to the real world. Diphenhydramine is another story, it was a cheap drug found in common allergy medicine and I was so desperate to get high I would try anything. That drug has caused some long term affects even after 5 months of being sober from it. Worse, it caused an experience that learned from because I almost overdosed on it. Now LSD, it was quite a fun drug but I was lost in it, I was taking at least one hit a week which would cause some profound affects to thinking. Now here's the part the scares me. I would say about 5 months ago I would have these constant hallucinations of flies and bugs and often objects that didn't even exist. Fast forward 2 months later and it was progressively getting worse. I would have these psychotic episodes where I saw black snow and wavy lines and trails following moving objects and these episodes lasted about 2 - 5 minutes. Let's fast forward a month later and these is where it get quit scary to me the more I think about it. These episodes were happening much for frequent but that's not all, I would hear these voices in head that were similar to thoughts but there were many of them speaking. They were shouting number and very random words. I also saw halos around objects, black snow, trails following moving objects and something that was quit difficult to describe but it resembled and LSD trip in a way but it was a bit different because I felt like I trapped in another world. I lost count of time but I believe this lasted somewhere around 10 minutes. I do believe for the most part that I may suffer from schizophrenia that I had but had surfaced when I had taken physcedelics. I did not write this to scare you away from drugs but to just at least consider not doing them recreational but to moderate your usage.

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    For the record, LSD and other such drugs do not cause conditions in people; they can, however, reveal existing ones, which may explain your feelings of psychosis/schizo. Not sure about the allergy medicine, not something I've delved into. Good luck though, hope things improve. The last sentence is perfect, moderation is key. I've binged on focalin, adderall, cocaine, and MDMA, and it's not worth it compared to spacing out your usage.

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    Quote Originally Posted by ToxicJew. View Post
    For the record, LSD and other such drugs do not cause conditions in people; they can, however, reveal existing ones, which may explain your feelings of psychosis/schizo. Not sure about the allergy medicine, not something I've delved into. Good luck though, hope things improve. The last sentence is perfect, moderation is key. I've binged on focalin, adderall, cocaine, and MDMA, and it's not worth it compared to spacing out your usage.
    Thanks man, and Adderal is not fun after taking it 7 years straight. I became very depressed when I was taken off it, almost suicidal.

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    So do you ever Jew out your dealer.

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    I use to print out fake money to give to drug dealers in the ghetto.

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    I take adderal for adhd, it just makes me not want to do anything maybe i need a higher dosage.

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    It affects people with adhd differently than people without it. That's how adderall dependence becomes a problem; it stops working at the dose your doctor set, so you start taking more and your tolerance shoots up.

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    Quote Originally Posted by poseidon View Post
    I take adderal for adhd, it just makes me not want to do anything maybe i need a higher dosage.
    I'm prescribed it for adhd, I take 60mg (three 20mg tablets) a day but it has no affect on me. The world is a scary place

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